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I am fu@#ing sick and tired to be good.
I keep stretching myself to the limit and bend over backwards to be nice to people, I anticipate their needs and do little acts of kindness towards them, and no, not even one thank you. Sometimes even a "why the hell did you do that?"

No more. I've definitely had enough. The trouble is, it's in my mother****ing nature to be gentle and considerate with people, and as I've learnt while coming to terms with being gay, there is no way I can stop what nature has intended me to be.

Nevertheless, I have come to the point in which this is just hurting too much and stopping me from getting what I want.

So watch out for me v. 2.0 - Stronger, meaner and… badder! Get out of my way, I have a life to live.

This entry was posted on Thursday, September 12th, 2002 at 3:38 pm and is filed under uncategorized. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. Both comments and pings are currently closed.

2 Responses to “mean”

  1. Marcus Says:

    Thursday 12 September 2002 at 4:45 am

    No, no don't change, we like you just the way you are!

  2. mike Says:

    Sunday 15 September 2002 at 1:18 am

    Hmm. If that means that Luca v. 2.0 is going to be yet another hard-bitten, I'll-fuck-you-over-before-you-fuck-me-over-first London Attitude Queen, then… SCHTOP! SCHTOP BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE! IT'S A TRAP! SENT TO TEST YOU! Ahem.