bitful

This is going to be more journal- than blog-like, but… boy what a day.

I don't know what has happened to me, but I think I just took the decision to move back to Milan, where I had been living and working up to a couple of months ago. It is a very painful decision to take, because I will have to leave behind the two persons I love the most, my boyfriend and my mother. But there is simply no job opportunities for me here.

It has been hard to face the truth, I honestly thought that I could have found a job here, but the web is simply not developing here. People are not interested, they do not care about it and, more importantly, they question why they should change the way they have been doing things for the past 50 years.

Me, I'm not like that, and I can't fit in.

So I guess it's going to be "back in Milan" time soon. The people who love me understand that I have to be satisfied at work in order to have a good mental health, even if it's going to be difficult to carry on the relationships while being 400 km away from them, like I used to be in the past, but a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do.

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